it's friday, but i dont feel that kind of tgif excitement.
life really suck.
everyone has their own problems.
i have mine too.
:(

apparently i think i cant let go of things as easily as i think i can.
it always make me wonder why i am working so hard for.
i dont have big dreams.
i dont expect myself to be super duper successful.
but i dont want to fail in life either.
neither do i want to fail my tests.
i keep telling myself that a few % wont kill, i still have exams.
but cant help but panick when people around me says the paper is manageable, easy etc when i dont have the confidence that to PASS.
i studied hard, the same i did for exams back in poly.
but why? it's just a test. cant even pass. wth.

the feeling inside just suck.
feel like crying out loud. really loud.
studying alone doesnt work now.
perhaps better luck might do the trick?
or a new brain?
i have no idea.

i have no more motivation to carry on anymore.
why ah? why like that?
i realise its because i still havent cultivated the heck-care attitude.

argh.