I am trying VERY hard to adapt to my new life!
:S

i used to whine about things that happened to me.
all of the things.
be it sian-ness in school, stress during exams, lack of sleep on normal days, missing the bus, caught in traffic jams, heavy rains when i'm driving, too much free time etc.

but have seen/heard of many unfortunate accidents of people i dont know, and kind of feel sad deep inside, and realise how lucky i am.
fatal road accidents, heavy rains that make soil so soft that trees fall and injure or cause massive jams, cranes that pierce through double decker bus...
cant help but to put myself in their shoes.
accidents happen without a warning.
people can leave you without a word too.
just cant help but to feel real sad and scared.

our lives are just too vulnerable.
everyone take care and caution in whatever you do.
please dont do things that make the people around you suffer the consequences.

RAH. got to get out soon and keep myself busy busy busy before IA starts!

Best wednesday as far!
no tuition today :)

counting to the end of work and somehow there isn't much for me to do these days.
it's really tough to sit there and do nothing. oh my.

back at home but nothing to do.
can't wait for weekends to come.

counting down to everything but IA
:'(

Today is saaaa...... SUNDAY?!

weekends are gone in a flash!
and this week marks the last week of stay in the office and IA is starting soon.
never liked the idea of going for attachment since poly days but there's no running away this time round.
time for a change of environment.

nothing much happened this weekend, bbq-ed and i ate quite a bit :S
didnt exercise but still ate like i did loads of exercise.
sinful.

and and, though its a Sunday night, i am going out now NOW NOW! :D

hmm, how time flies

today i overheard the conversation between the cleaner auntie and a colleague of mine.
they were saying how fast time pass by.
the cleaner auntie came in to clear our bins at about 11++ am and commented that a morning is gone just like that.
we all report to work everyday, keeping ourselves busy with emails and phone calls.
one day gone like that.
how true.

thinking about it, i will be turning 21 this year.
old.
soon enough we will all be adults and responsible for our actions and lives.
i suppose no one wants to grow up but we have no choice.
face it.

and, my complexion is getting worse :'''''(
i guess it's because of the air con in the office.
look, i spend 1/3 of the time in the office and...
i dont apply anything on my face or limbs etc.
no moisturiser, no sunblock, no hand cream, nothing.
i know now that i have grown up, i got to apply stuffs on my face etc.
make-up, cream etc but i dont quite like the feeling.
the feeling of something on my face.
gao wey.
i just used the Biore pore strip and oh my, white heads plenty plenty.
i wanted to do a mask but then i realised my nose looks like strawberries, so pore strip-ed instead.
now i feel a little cleaner, less clogged.
please, I WANT A BRIGHTER FACE (AND DARK EYE RINGS NO MORE)!

i dont understand why i have dark eye rings lor.
i dont sleep real late, as compared to other people, but my rings are darker than normal.
ROAR!!
dont like :(
why like that?!

ai ya, please please please get better. i shall be less lazy and apply moisturiser?
yes i should.

Fun at the Peak :D

Genting: Our 2nd "honeymoon" destination

Tunai means cash in malay, i think.
I suppose this is something like SG's ERP

we took great pains to take this photo.
taken from the bus on our way to genting.
rain was so heavy that the stairs turned into a mini waterfall.
so misty!
we like :)in the hotel trying to capture ourselves + the viewdoesn't look like genting right?
i think it looks like china.

we also went to Ripley's Believe It Or Not museum:

BOO! scary isn't it?
i got a shock when i viewed the photos at night.

the world's tallest man (but i am not the world's shortest woman! :D)

(neither is he the world's shortest man)

And of course, not forgetting the Outdoor Theme Park:

we sat this. felt so scared before the ride, but after that, chey, no kick.
haha.

but we had no guts to go for this ride. D:

great view!

cocktail.

mocktail (fake one, no alcohol)

amazing display of ingredients outside some restaurant

my oh my, this is SO CUTE :D

I enjoyed myself and miss the weather there!
imagine no sweat even if you run with your jackets on.
whoohoo~
and as usual, our money we spent mostly on food.
gorged ourselves.
whoohoo~

(to my dear: let's go somewhere further another time :D)

i've changed my template and feels so new and more appealing.
but i just can't escape from making it look so pinkish and girly.
perhaps this is to compensate for my not-so-feminine character in real life.
but it's nice (at least to me it is)

i am still working, till mid july and after a week of break my attachment will commence
i really hope i can adapt quick enough there.
also can't help but feel a little nervous since it's the 1st time having IA.
report writing and presentations will be a norm from then on.
and of course i have some goals i want to achieve after that 22 weeks of sian-ness.
many things have to be arranged, i don't know if i can still cope with tuition, since that auntie claimed that starting tuition half an hour later is a BIG deal.
perhaps it's time to stop giving tuition and ask her to find another tutor.
if that happens, it would mean lesser allowance and savings :(
well, still got see how things go.

holidays are gone just like this.
colleagues were curious why i work for such a long while and not give myself a break to enjoy myself.
the reason is because everyone else is busy.
either serving the nation or working.
no one is free to go out and i can't possibly coop myself at home for months.
i think i will experience giddiness everyday.
i tried staying at home and doing nothing except eat, watch dvd, sleep for the 2 weeks after my exams before i got a job.
life was quite horrible back then.
mum got to work, and it made me feel like i am a housewife who does nothing but laze around.
it's a fact that i am lazy, but i can't bring myself to laze around like that.
contradiction.

i think it's time for bed.
my eyebags and dark circles are really terrible now.
and the laptop screen is really straining my eyes.
goodnight.

p/s: i look exactly like this =.= (siap eyes with eye bags)