it's another Sunday, a book in day and also a day before school starts.
used to dread Thursdays.
but now it's Mondays.
we have applied chemistry and thermodynamics on Mondays.
oh oh oh.

it's getting late, but dont feel like sleeping leh.
then comes tmr, wake up feeling so grumpy and tired.
vicious cycle. haha
whatever.

everyone who's not feeling good recently, you are not alone.

i am exhausted, but i still went for a swim today.
thinking that i am damn zai cos i went there without a bag.
happily walked to the pool, when i realised i forgot my goggles.
but, i super lazy walk back home to retrieve my goggles, so i decided to swim without them.
everyone looking at me in a weird manner when i was swimming.
pretended i dont care but feel so embarrassed. :(
before reaching the pool, was thinking of leaving once i complete 10 laps.
but i didnt bring my goggles, so i punished myself and swam an extra 2 laps.
haha. i feel skinny now :)

ytd night i went for tuition.
each time after tuition i feel lousy, very lousy.
that kid is atrocious, sorry but really horrible.
i shouldn't be bitching about a kid here, but got nowhere else to vent my frustration.
i have been giving tuition for more than half a yr already, and the only thing that keeps me going is the pay.
even though i'm underpaid (according to market price), i still continue giving tuition because i am trying to be responsible.
the tutors before me gave up in a month or so, but i stayed on for so long.
travelling down to redhill costs time and money.
every week twice, sunday morning still got to wake up early. oh my.
i have come to a conclusion. the kid doesn't need a tutor. he needs someone who can tell him the answers to his homework.
wth wth wth wth wth wth wth wth wth wth.
cant stand it any longer.
the day i quit is the day i buay tahan.

argh.
i just feel like screaming back at the kid.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i feel so pathetic.

its monday once again.
skipped elective class.
nothing much today.

as usual, i feel so tired.
zz.

dinner time.

ps: dont say i never update oh. ahaha

havent felt this horrible for quite some time already.
病从口入，祸从口出。
how true.
sudden craving for something, went for it, and fell ill.
totally ruined my weekend. :( :(
and i passed my germs to thomas, aiiii yoooooo.
hope he's fine now.

last night woke up at 4+am, couldnt see clearly.
saw my own reflection to find both my eyes swelled up like crazy.
my eyelids were "gone" and i look like i got beaten up, really badly.
when i woke up in the morning, less swollen but vision still hindered.
tummy still feels very uncomfortable, and havent eaten much since that ytf i ate that day.
porridge and water is all i have been swallowing these few days.
but hopefully can lose some weight during this tough period. haha.

being sick is one thing.
the thought of not being able to see boyf for like 2 wks is another horrible feeling.
shouldnt have agreed to go kukup lor. if not weekend can see him alr.
but ai ya, always tell myself that absence makes our hearts grow fonder.
hope its a good way of consoling myself, or rather the both of us.
horrible.

school's starting in a week's time.
dreadful.
start of school = start of nightmare round 2.
there will be a total of 8 rounds of nightmare (i want no more.)
hang in there.

HAPPY 新年!

happy new year everyone!

parents out of town, a bit regret never go with them. haha.
new year new resolutions. and talking about resolutions, haven't thought about it yet.

having new year resolutions is a very ambitious thing.
we all know that even if we have resolutions for the new year, more than half of them will be left unaccomplished.
so perhaps we shouldn't set that many resolutions?
and maybe we should reflect on the mistakes we have made in the past year and learn from them?
haven't consolidated the mistakes made in 2009..
but i suppose it'll be a longgggg list.
i suppose~yeah! (hahah.)

for now, i just wish i dont fall ill. and stay as healthy as ever.
and my parents to come back safe.
cannot wait for them to be back.

okay, shall end here, should get going to consolidate my list.
haha.
HAPPY 2010! :D