time flies..

holidays come and go quickly and it's quite sad that they are coming to an end soon!

in 2 days' time, we will know if we clear our last sem's modules.
goodness.
all of us are freaking out.
although i keep telling myself that i have already tried my best, i just cant stop thinking of the worst case scenario.
i really dont want to retake ANY of the modules (who does?! they only cause pain and sufferings and make us less smart at the end of the day)
2 days.
all the bestest of luck, we all need that.

i have been wasting my holidays since thomas went back to serve our nation.
damn sad.
not exactly lonely, but just feel that i am just wasting my life away.
he suggested me to start studying (NO WAY!), but i thought i should just rot my life away while i still can.
next sem is hectic and crazy.
imagine taking applied chem and thermodynamics and maths and some HR module.
they just have to sound so scary.
i thought sem 1 was tough enough, sem 2 is even worse.
ai yo, battle havent started and i am already chanting the word "die die die".
which means half the battle lost.
sighhhh.

havent been coming online often, since there is nothing to do online, other than logging onto fb checking on other friends' status and photos.
i intend to sew something. but when i take out all my threads and needles, cant help but feel super lost.
sian.

feel so lost nowadays.
feel quite pathetic.
anyone feeling this way too? :(
that is quite sad.

omg 2 days. damn sian.
night.

ohhhhhhhh yeahhhhhhhhhh.

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!
this week very happening. haha.
20th bday was over.
exams over.
his days at tekong over.
driving test over.

YESSSSSSSSS.

20th bday:
thomas celebrated my bday in advance. bought a cake and surprise :) :)
we ate it in the army way.
i think ns really poisoned him.
everyday stronger better faster, keep chanting.
haha.
i finished the chocolate, and realised i forgot to take photo -.-


ARMY STYLE. HAHA.

on my actual bday, i was forced to study :(
sumptuous food at grandma's house. bday cum x'mas present all in at one go.
shiok.
:)
exams:
last day of exams was yh's bday.
but that paper, ohhhhhhh myyyy. so difficult i got stuck at the first Q first part :(
and i finally realised, never judge a question by its diagrams.
the diagram is soooooo simple, but i got stuck while trying to do it.
but exams are OVERRRRRRRR!
for now.
shiok x2.
:):)
notes took up 1/9 of the total space, foooooood took up 8/9! haha

P-OHHHHH-P:
thomas passed out (from bmt, not the fainted kind of passing out. hahaha)
attended the parade with his mum.
weather was okay, quite cooling. heee heee.
we had a hard time trying to find from from all the greenish boys.
trying so hard the whole time. haha.
when find someone like him, excited to the max, but laughed like mad too, cos it wasnt him.
hahahaha.
happy POP-ing everyone. :)
whoooooo.

driving test:
whoooooooo. i passed my test. oh yeah.
all thanks to thomas and his words of encouragement, "AI ZAI", i managed to pass by a small margin.
kena deducted 18 points, but still passed. :)
the tester's face was soooooooooooo stern all the way, made me sooooo nervous.
almost mount kerb in the circuit, heng ahhhhhh. i reversed and nothing happened, only minus 2 points.
imagine mount up kerb, immediate failure.
AI ZAI!
HENGGGGGGG AHHHHHHHHH.
skipped the pull-handbrake-uphill station, henggggg ahhhhh.
i saved alot on lessons etc.
now super high tech.
marking on paper is no longer in use, now use laptop ok! hahaha.
and yes, with this paper license, i can drive alr. HAHA :)

so happy today, that all these are finally over.
the tough period is finally over for now.

BUT my thomas is unwell :(
get well soon ok. then we can go out to play :)
we dont have much time left you know.
please get well soon my dear, and we can enjoy ourselves before your army days begin again! :)

ok i am tired.
goooooodnight.