Monday, December 28, 2009

time flies..

holidays come and go quickly and it's quite sad that they are coming to an end soon!
in 2 days' time, we will know if we clear our last sem's modules.
goodness.
all of us are freaking out.
although i keep telling myself that i have already tried my best, i just cant stop thinking of the worst case scenario.
i really dont want to retake ANY of the modules (who does?! they only cause pain and sufferings and make us less smart at the end of the day)
2 days.
all the bestest of luck, we all need that.

i have been wasting my holidays since thomas went back to serve our nation.
damn sad.
not exactly lonely, but just feel that i am just wasting my life away.
he suggested me to start studying (NO WAY!), but i thought i should just rot my life away while i still can.
next sem is hectic and crazy.
imagine taking applied chem and thermodynamics and maths and some HR module.
they just have to sound so scary.
i thought sem 1 was tough enough, sem 2 is even worse.
ai yo, battle havent started and i am already chanting the word "die die die".
which means half the battle lost.
sighhhh.

havent been coming online often, since there is nothing to do online, other than logging onto fb checking on other friends' status and photos.
i intend to sew something. but when i take out all my threads and needles, cant help but feel super lost.
sian.

feel so lost nowadays.
feel quite pathetic.
anyone feeling this way too? :(
that is quite sad.

omg 2 days. damn sian.
night.