Monday, January 4, 2010

havent felt this horrible for quite some time already.
病从口入,祸从口出。
how true.
sudden craving for something, went for it, and fell ill.
totally ruined my weekend. :( :(
and i passed my germs to thomas, aiiii yoooooo.
hope he's fine now.

last night woke up at 4+am, couldnt see clearly.
saw my own reflection to find both my eyes swelled up like crazy.
my eyelids were "gone" and i look like i got beaten up, really badly.
when i woke up in the morning, less swollen but vision still hindered.
tummy still feels very uncomfortable, and havent eaten much since that ytf i ate that day.
porridge and water is all i have been swallowing these few days.
but hopefully can lose some weight during this tough period. haha.

being sick is one thing.
the thought of not being able to see boyf for like 2 wks is another horrible feeling.
shouldnt have agreed to go kukup lor. if not weekend can see him alr.
but ai ya, always tell myself that absence makes our hearts grow fonder.
hope its a good way of consoling myself, or rather the both of us.
horrible.

school's starting in a week's time.
dreadful.
start of school = start of nightmare round 2.
there will be a total of 8 rounds of nightmare (i want no more.)
hang in there.