i am exhausted, but i still went for a swim today.
thinking that i am damn zai cos i went there without a bag.
happily walked to the pool, when i realised i forgot my goggles.
but, i super lazy walk back home to retrieve my goggles, so i decided to swim without them.
everyone looking at me in a weird manner when i was swimming.
pretended i dont care but feel so embarrassed. :(
before reaching the pool, was thinking of leaving once i complete 10 laps.
but i didnt bring my goggles, so i punished myself and swam an extra 2 laps.
haha. i feel skinny now :)

ytd night i went for tuition.
each time after tuition i feel lousy, very lousy.
that kid is atrocious, sorry but really horrible.
i shouldn't be bitching about a kid here, but got nowhere else to vent my frustration.
i have been giving tuition for more than half a yr already, and the only thing that keeps me going is the pay.
even though i'm underpaid (according to market price), i still continue giving tuition because i am trying to be responsible.
the tutors before me gave up in a month or so, but i stayed on for so long.
travelling down to redhill costs time and money.
every week twice, sunday morning still got to wake up early. oh my.
i have come to a conclusion. the kid doesn't need a tutor. he needs someone who can tell him the answers to his homework.
wth wth wth wth wth wth wth wth wth wth.
cant stand it any longer.
the day i quit is the day i buay tahan.

argh.
i just feel like screaming back at the kid.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i feel so pathetic.